You really can't tell a lot based on looks. Marathoners look like every-day people (well, the non-elites that is). It's not until you start talking with them about running, training, and the actual marathon that the truth of what makes the athlete is really revealed.
And yet, if I really wanted to wear that jacket, I had to run it myself. Traveling from Paris back to Geneva in October 2006, I shared with my friend Susan that the marathon would be the ultimate testament of my capabilities. Ability to do what? And why the marathon? she asked. Studying abroad had put me in touch with many new experiences and people, but new insecurities, too. Time on the train allowed for lots of contemplation. Somehow this 'train of thought' led me to conclude that the marathon was the most appropriate challenge for me. If I prepared and persevered for months to run and complete 26.2 miles, what couldn't I do? It would be my way of dispelling doubt in myself.
Running is my way of measuring my potential because while I certainly love a long run, I really have to work at it. It's a love-hate relationship. I'm good at running, but not great. I enjoy the feeling a strong run, and despise the pain that comes along with it. So I figured that if I could engage in the ultimate running challenge in which I experienced all the above, and triumphed in the end, that was a testament to my potential for greatness.
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